Aug 22, 2009 4:41 AM

so, this is weird.  it is 4:40AM right now. i looked up at my edward cullen poster. and i was like why the hell do i have a poster of charles up here. then i was like OMG, its edward cullen. hhahaha okay so i thought you were edward. you should be happy with that:D

-Anna Bautista

[13:34] tangsterLOC: honestly it really isnt fair
[13:34] tangsterLOC: but i think i know what we should do charles
[13:34] tangsterLOC: we should stop thinking they’re so hard to get at
[13:35] tangsterLOC: they’re like every other fish
[13:35] tangsterLOC: just need to find the key
[13:35] tangsterLOC: and unlock them
[13:35] tangsterLOC: you feel me?
[13:35] Mesteezy: i do
[13:35] Mesteezy: like wait for opportunities
[13:35] tangsterLOC: because i remember now
[13:35] tangsterLOC: what somebody told me
[13:35] tangsterLOC: when you find a FINE ASS LOOKING FEMALE
[13:35] tangsterLOC: thats hard to fucking get at
[13:35] tangsterLOC: are usually the ones who get hit on the most
[13:35] Mesteezy: true dat
[13:36] tangsterLOC: they get hit on by
[13:36] tangsterLOC: players
[13:36] tangsterLOC: are liars
[13:36] tangsterLOC: and cheaters
[13:36] tangsterLOC: to get at them
[13:36] tangsterLOC: be yourself
[13:36] tangsterLOC: and tell the truth
[13:36] tangsterLOC: if they dont like it
[13:36] tangsterLOC: theres a million other fine ass looking female sin the world
[13:36] tangsterLOC: theeres probly females just like us talking about the guys who got it good in the world right now
[13:36] Mesteezy: HAAH
[13:36] tangsterLOC: haha forreal
[13:37] Mesteezy: Like i dont play games
[13:37] Mesteezy: after a while
[13:37] Mesteezy: im like. are you down fer me
[13:37] Mesteezy: if not than dont waste my time
[13:37] tangsterLOC: i know exactly what you mean
[13:37] tangsterLOC: thats what i was thinkiing about the past few days
[13:37] tangsterLOC: i realized
[13:37] tangsterLOC: all that i’ve been doing with girls
[13:38] tangsterLOC: the game
[13:38] tangsterLOC: then swacking
[13:38] tangsterLOC: then we just stay friends
[13:38] tangsterLOC: and i keep wondering why
[13:38] tangsterLOC: i still feel lonely.
[13:38] tangsterLOC: its because of that
[13:38] tangsterLOC: that i really dont have any down ass chicks for me
[13:38] tangsterLOC: because most of them see me as a player
[13:38] Mesteezy: I feel yuh
[13:39] Mesteezy: I couldnt fucc a girl who I didnt have feeling for though
[13:39] Mesteezy: cuz in the end ide be like aright you can leave now
[13:39] Mesteezy: but if its sumone you care for
[13:39] Mesteezy: after youll be like
[13:39] Mesteezy: ifucking Love you
[13:39] tangsterLOC: damn
[13:39] tangsterLOC: you”re right.
[13:39] Mesteezy: cuz you knw after you done watchin porn its like
[13:39] Mesteezy: aright i dont care anymore
[13:40] tangsterLOC: haha yeah
[13:40] Mesteezy: but if its someone who you have more than just sexual feelings towards youd be chillin after

[13:40] Mesteezy: aha
[13:40] tangsterLOC: its just hard to find that.
[13:40] Mesteezy: exactly
[13:41] Mesteezy: if she aint the one
[13:41] Mesteezy: try someone else
[13:41] tangsterLOC: honestly charles, keep up with that
[13:41] tangsterLOC: because i’m just like that
[13:41] tangsterLOC: or was like that
[13:41] Mesteezy: real shit
[13:41] tangsterLOC: until my friend and my brother taught me ways
[13:42] tangsterLOC: of the game
[13:42] tangsterLOC: thats all i would focus on
[13:42] tangsterLOC: on finding the right one.
[13:42] tangsterLOC: now its like
[13:42] tangsterLOC: i just look at them all the same way
[13:42] tangsterLOC: and theres a chance
[13:42] tangsterLOC: i might miss it
[13:42] tangsterLOC: or i probly already missed it
[13:43] tangsterLOC: i’ve learned how to not get my heart broken so easily
[13:43] tangsterLOC: i just never expected for girls to be the same as guys
[13:43] tangsterLOC: but i was wrong
[13:44] Mesteezy: like
[13:44] Mesteezy: they having the same problems
[13:44] tangsterLOC: yup
[13:44] tangsterLOC: saying
[13:44] tangsterLOC: “i knew guys were players, but why’d he have to hurt me so bad.”
[13:44] tangsterLOC: or
[13:44] tangsterLOC: “fuck guys, they’re all fucking players.”
[13:44] tangsterLOC: but they over look that
[13:45] tangsterLOC: some guys are actually real
[13:45] tangsterLOC: and they dont even look for the pussy
[13:45] Mesteezy: Freal
[13:45] Mesteezy: thas what I want
[13:45] Mesteezy: to not care bout that shit
[13:45] tangsterLOC: and they’ve been with 1 girl for a long ass time
[13:45] Mesteezy: I want someone who I can be like
[13:45] Mesteezy: IF you aint ready than I can wait fer you
[13:45] Mesteezy: aint even trippin
[13:46] Mesteezy: An you know how girls dont like people who drink n smoke
[13:46] tangsterLOC: yeah
[13:46] Mesteezy: I would honestly stop
[13:46] Mesteezy: if it meant bien wid her
[13:46] tangsterLOC: honestly
[13:46] tangsterLOC: you wanna know what a true mans worth is?
[13:46] Mesteezy: huh
[13:47] tangsterLOC: when hes in a realtionship with the one he truly loves
[13:47] tangsterLOC: and another fine ass fucking goddess lookinge female
[13:47] tangsterLOC: naked
[13:47] tangsterLOC: and asks him if he wants to fuck
[13:47] tangsterLOC: then he says “no.”
[13:47] tangsterLOC: thats a true mans worth
[13:47] tangsterLOC: the worth of knowing he can always be faithful to his woman
[13:47] Mesteezy: Hell Yeah
[13:48] Mesteezy: like she be runnin through his mind
[13:48] Mesteezy: only her
[13:48] tangsterLOC: honestly
[13:48] tangsterLOC: thats a better feeling
[13:48] Mesteezy: nobody else matters
[13:48] tangsterLOC: than sex
[13:48] tangsterLOC: knowing you’ve always been faithful to your woman
[13:48] tangsterLOC: knowing you’ve always been faithful, is better than sex
[13:48] Mesteezy: hell yeah Dawg
[13:49] tangsterLOC: sex isnt everything honestly
[13:49] Mesteezy: its just tension
[13:49] tangsterLOC: that only last for a short period of time

[13:50] tangsterLOC: just keep looking for that special one
[13:50] tangsterLOC: and dont care what anybody else says
[13:50] Mesteezy: Im trying right now haha
[13:50] tangsterLOC: about saying stuff like
[13:50] tangsterLOC: “dawg fuck that, you’re still young, theres alot of young girls looking to fuck.”
[13:50] tangsterLOC: but what they dont realize
[13:50] tangsterLOC: is that
[13:50] tangsterLOC: theres alot of young girls, who are also looking for that special one.
[13:50] Mesteezy: and you might miss yer chance
[13:51] Mesteezy: an you dont get a lot
[13:51] Mesteezy: if you fuccin around
[13:51] Mesteezy: I want someone who i can call at night
[13:51] Mesteezy: just to hear her voice
[13:51] tangsterLOC: yup
[13:51] tangsterLOC: i want someone who i can wake up in the morning and see, so i can give her a kiss to start the day
[13:51] Mesteezy: One day

[13:52] tangsterLOC: young love is true too
[13:53] tangsterLOC: its only the people who says
[13:53] tangsterLOC: “you’re too young to fall in love”
[13:53] tangsterLOC: but fucked around alot
[13:54] tangsterLOC: but damn
[13:54] tangsterLOC: all these fine ass looking females
[13:54] tangsterLOC: i’m not going to give up though
[13:55] Mesteezy: Honestly. I didnt know you felt like this. like i do
[13:55] tangsterLOC: i think i’m done with all the fucking around now
[13:55] tangsterLOC: trust me charles
[13:55] tangsterLOC: being in virginia taught me

[13:55] tangsterLOC: that there isnt alot of people like me in the world
[13:55] tangsterLOC: asians, its hard being one
[13:56] tangsterLOC: when you’re around people who havent really seen asians alot
[13:56] tangsterLOC: thats all i looked forward too
[13:56] tangsterLOC: to somebody different in virginia
[13:56] tangsterLOC: a special girl, who found uniqueness in me
[13:56] tangsterLOC: but i never found that in virginia
[13:57] tangsterLOC: asian girls
[13:57] tangsterLOC: omg.
[13:57] Mesteezy: cant go wrong there
[13:57] Mesteezy: Aha
[13:57] tangsterLOC: theres no words to explain how good some of them look
[13:58] tangsterLOC: like when you see one that looks so good
[13:58] tangsterLOC: “does she really exist?”
[13:58] tangsterLOC: haha
[13:58] Mesteezy: like where have you bin my whole life
[13:58] tangsterLOC: haha
[13:59] Mesteezy: This song has sum crazy ass lyrics
[13:59] Mesteezy: listen

[13:59] Mesteezy: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=B2LKE5LqHu8
[13:59] Mesteezy: There

[13:59] Mesteezy: Sad ass song
[14:01] tangsterLOC: damn
[14:01] tangsterLOC: this shit has some legit ass lyrics
[14:01] Mesteezy: hell yeah
[14:02] tangsterLOC: like honest truth
[14:02] tangsterLOC: but knowing the rep they have
[14:02] tangsterLOC: and knowing how they fuck with a grip of guys and girls
[14:02] tangsterLOC: they found that they actually love each other
[14:03] tangsterLOC: but they cant be together bcause they fuck around too much
[14:03] tangsterLOC: it makes you think
[14:03] Mesteezy: “loneliness still attacks my everyday instinct”
[14:03] tangsterLOC: its never bad to think
[14:04] tangsterLOC: damn
[14:04] tangsterLOC: this parts sick
[14:05] tangsterLOC: these memories willl not be put to rest, learn to move on and live life at its best, foward towards another day, waking up stunned again, damn i’m just dreaming away..
[14:05] Mesteezy: hell yeah
[14:05] tangsterLOC: hell yeah
[14:05] tangsterLOC: thats some truth right there
[14:05] Mesteezy: thats where i think
[14:05] tangsterLOC: everytime when you’re with a girl
[14:05] tangsterLOC: you feel its great
[14:06] tangsterLOC: you got it good
[14:06] tangsterLOC: but when everything falls apart
[14:06] tangsterLOC: you wake up stunned
[14:06] tangsterLOC: thinking back
[14:06] tangsterLOC: ,damn whered all that go, was it just a dream?
[14:07] Mesteezy: Honestly. Im fuccin lonely too
[14:08] Mesteezy: still have not had a legit relationship
[14:12] tangsterLOC: dont think that way charles
[14:12] tangsterLOC: honestly
[14:12] tangsterLOC: i havent had a legit relationship either
[14:12] tangsterLOC: but that doesnt make you more or less than a man
[14:12] tangsterLOC: what makes you a man is your true worth
[14:12] tangsterLOC: and you’ve got that faithfulness
[14:12] tangsterLOC: i just wish girls who’d know.
[14:13] Mesteezy: I jsut wish Girls could see that
[14:13] tangsterLOC: haha yup
[14:13] tangsterLOC: see
[14:13] Mesteezy: but they dont take the time
[14:13] tangsterLOC: they jsut look for the best
[14:13] tangsterLOC: good looking guys
[14:13] tangsterLOC: who got it good
[14:13] Mesteezy: Succesfull guys
[14:13] tangsterLOC: so they can gold digg and shit
[14:13] tangsterLOC: yup
[14:13] Mesteezy: frealz
[14:13] tangsterLOC: good first impression
[14:13] tangsterLOC: the good looks
[14:13] Mesteezy: Confidence
[14:13] tangsterLOC: thats why you needa boost up your personality charles
[14:13] tangsterLOC: yup
[14:14] tangsterLOC: confidence is what all girls need in guys
[14:14] tangsterLOC: to know that they can change, and not be afraid
[14:14] tangsterLOC: ytou’ve got that i know it
[14:14] tangsterLOC: because when you said
[14:14] tangsterLOC: how girls dont like guys who drink and smoke
[14:14] Mesteezy: yeaa
[14:14] tangsterLOC: you said you woulod stop that
[14:14] tangsterLOC: just for them
[14:14] tangsterLOC: thats confidence
[14:14] tangsterLOC: to not be afraid to change for them
[14:14] Mesteezy: hell yeah
[14:15] tangsterLOC: to be that one special guy
[14:15] tangsterLOC: that they can all thier own
[14:15] Mesteezy: i wannna be the man she wants me to be
[14:15] tangsterLOC: and for you to call them yours
[14:15] tangsterLOC: exactly
[14:15] Mesteezy: I meen i want to live up to her expectations
[14:16] tangsterLOC: dont worry charles
[14:16] tangsterLOC: you’ll find her
[14:17] tangsterLOC: because you arent fucking around like most of the guys
[14:17] tangsterLOC: you wont miss your chance.
[14:17] tangsterLOC: talking about this
[14:18] tangsterLOC: makes me feel better
[14:18] Mesteezy: same her fool
[14:18] tangsterLOC: because i expected differently from girls in mira mesa
[14:18] tangsterLOC: to be different from girls from virginia
[14:18] tangsterLOC: yeah different.
[14:18] tangsterLOC: but they all look at things the same way.
[14:18] tangsterLOC: all this fucking isnt worht it either
[14:18] tangsterLOC: still makes me feel empty
[14:19] tangsterLOC: just wanna find that eve so we can live in the garden of eden and shit
[14:19] tangsterLOC: haha
[14:19] tangsterLOC: i just hope she doesnt eat the apple.

[14:19] Mesteezy: lol
[14:19] tangsterLOC: cause when they eat that apple
[14:20] tangsterLOC: they already went for satan
[14:20] tangsterLOC: fucking behind your back
[14:20] tangsterLOC: just make sure you do what god told you to
[14:20] tangsterLOC: keep in faith
[14:20] tangsterLOC: and hide that tree from her
[14:20] tangsterLOC: haha
[14:20] Mesteezy: Damn aha
[14:20] Mesteezy: Real shit fool
[14:21] tangsterLOC: real shit

[14:21] tangsterLOC: if she takes a bite
[14:21] tangsterLOC: shes going to take more bites dawg
[14:21] Mesteezy: until theres no more
[14:21] Mesteezy: lol

[14:21] Mesteezy: Real shit fool
[14:21] Mesteezy: When you first came down here. I didnt even have to know you

[14:21] tangsterLOC: exactly

[14:21] tangsterLOC: you and i are alike charles

[14:21] tangsterLOC: to tell you the truth

[14:22] tangsterLOC: but once she eats the whole apple
[14:22] tangsterLOC: shes gone dawg
[14:22] tangsterLOC: trust me charles
[14:22] tangsterLOC: when the time comes
[14:22] tangsterLOC: for all the females
[14:22] tangsterLOC: to move in with guys
[14:22] tangsterLOC: and marry them and shit
[14:22] tangsterLOC: you’re going to be the one who has it good
[14:22] tangsterLOC: just never forget
[14:22] tangsterLOC: to try your best everyday
[14:22] tangsterLOC: and be succcessful
[14:23] tangsterLOC: because THEY WILL COME TO YOU.